Hi, and welcome here :)
I suggest you start to learn some useful programing language, like Python. Then try to learn the TCP/IP mechanisms, and things like the OSI model, that could give you some strong basis about networking. Then try to program your own scripts/tools, i.e. solving some challenges levels. That’s a very good way to learn efficiently about hacking.
You’ll absolutely need to use some Linux distro, like Kali or Parrot OS (or a classic one like Debian/Ubuntu, otherwise you can try Slackware if you don’t scare easy :)). Besides you can learn how to use some virtual machines environments, like VirtualBox or VMware.
Some funny hacker tools you could give a try : MetaSploit / Armitage, PingCastle, Shodan, Burp, Phisherman, Ettercap, AirCrack-NG, Nikto / Sparta, John-The-Ripper…
Some tools you’ll absolutely need to use : Nmap, Wireshark, IDA32, Firefox and all its hacker modules (HackBar, HTTP_Headers, NoScript, GreaseMonkey, etc.)
It’s almost impossible to list all of the tools you could use for hacking purposes here.
If you want more info about FF additional extensions, I posted an article about it here on HackThis!!, you should read it.
Obviously you’ll also need to work through Windows & Linux console commands (shell), it’s important. You could also try to learn how to setup a web server (i.e. apache) and how to code some little php scripts, that’s another useful exercise. I hope that helps.
EDIT: your english doesn’t seem to be SO bad. However the first thing you should try to learn is english, obviously, but I’m sure you already got it, didn’t you?
